~Consciousness
In English we often do not have precise words for the more subtle
aspects of human experience. Therefore, the word consciousness
is used to translate different Sanskrit words, and means different
words in different contexts. In Buddhism, consciousness or chitta
refers to the basic “lens” through which we know or
experience everything.
When we try to turn our attention toward consciousness, we don’t
find a thing. Consciousness has no location, shape, taste or color,
yet it reveals everything. We cannot experience consciousness
as an object in the same way that we know objects such as physical
sensations, sounds, and thoughts. We can ask questions and be
willing to leave those questions unanswered for years: what allows
me to hear that sound? Who knows that experience of itching or
remembering or joy?
If we want to experience consciousness directly, we need to take
the emphasis off the objects, and pay attention instead to the
simple fact that they are known.
When the mind is undistracted, consciousness appears clear and
unobstructed. The undistracted mind knows things directly and
immediately. Thoughts about objects are distinct from the direct
knowing of them.
Some people learn to be aware of chitta. It can be freeing thus
to see clearly the deepest “programming” of the ego,
etched into the lens of chitta, and to know that we need not be
dominated by that conditioning.
Similarly, we can bring attention to the sense of “I”,
to the sense of “witnessing” our experience. While
it may be helpful to focus inwardly in this way, we can investigate
even further: What gives life to this potential for knowing? From
where does this individual consciousness receive its energy? We
say “I see” or “I think”. But who or what
is actually doing the seeing and thinking?
The Buddha’s teaching is about not clinging to anything,
no matter how refined or subtle it may be. If we cling to neither
to objects nor to the knowing of them, then what? What stands
revealed when there’s no clinging to anything at all? This
experience of peace is what the Buddha called “the sure
heart’s release.”
It is important to know that many spiritual teachings use the
same English word, consciousness, to refer to this fountain of
peace beyond chitta. This experience is available for each of
us, at any moment. That is why each moment is worthy of our attention.
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