~The five hindrances to calmness & insight
The five hindrances are mind-states that often appear when awareness
comes close to something painful or powerful in the psyche. They
could be called “five signs of breakthrough.”
Desire ~ Recognize
it in your mind as wanting, expecting, or a sense that something
is missing.
Notice what triggers the sense that what you are experiencing
is not good enough, that something more should be happening. Notice
any sense of "rushing" to the next thing.
Be aware of the feeling of contraction in the body and mind when
you are in the grip of this force. Also notice the relief
when there is no wanting.
Aversion ~ Understand
that all the different kinds of aversion are simply responses
to an unpleasant feeling. Examples of aversion are: anger, fear,
judgment, irritation, and boredom.
~ Don't judge yourself for aversion; this only adds more aversion
on top of what's there already.
~ Investigate the aversion. Open up to it. Greet it with loving
kindness, which is its opposite.
~ See what lies underneath it. Often a feeling of being hurt or
of righteous indignation underlies anger. When that underlying
feeling is acknowledged, the anger often subsides by itself.
Sloth and torpor (sleepiness, dullness,
lethargy) ~ There are three basic kinds of sleepiness.
First, our modern body and mind understand lack of external stimulation
as a signal that it is time to go to sleep. With time we learn
to be alert in a silent setting. Second, many of us have a lot
of accumulated tiredness. In this case, rest and then come to
the formal meditations with more lightness. Third, sleep that
comes as an avoidance is worth shaking off:
~ To rouse energy: open your eyes, stand, take deeper in-breaths,
do more walking meditation.
~ Investigate! What does sleepiness actually feel like? Can we
learn to be present with it simply as a body sensation? Pay careful,
close attention and use precise mental noting. Don't let sleepiness
keep you from being awake and alert. Greet it with energy and
see if it lasts.
Restlessness (remorse, agitation,
worry) ~ This is the opposite of sleepiness: too
much energy. We feel as if we are going to "jump out of our
skin." Can we find a way to hold this energy?
~ Make a resolution to sit as still as possible for a short time
and see what happens to the restlessness. Does it decrease or
increase? Can we learn how to "ride it out" as if it
were a whirlwind passing through?
~ Bring attention to the breath and keep it there as much as you
can, for short periods at a time.
~ If these techniques don't seem to be working, you can try doing
the opposite: expand your attention outward. Listen to sounds.
Walk outside. See if you can make your mind as big as the sky
and let the restlessness move through it.
Doubt ~ This is
often the most difficult hindrance. We need to recognize it right
away or it can stop our practice. We can doubt the teachings,
the teachers, or ourselves. Self-doubt (“I can’t meditate”
or “I’m worse than when I started”) can violently
undermine us.
~ Notice how it makes us step back and not get involved. See it
as another passing experience.
~ Sustain attention on a simple, direct experience, like the breath,
the body, or hearing a sound. In that experience, doubt is dispelled.
With all the hindrances, Recognition is the first step. Then
come Acceptance, Interest, and Non-Identification ("RAIN").
The hindrances are not our true nature. They come and they go.
Can we stay steady with them?
If so, they can be transformed from hindrances into doorways to
liberation, and we may be able to understand the words of Ramana
Maharshi:
“There are no obstacles to meditation. That very thought
is the obstacle.”
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